What bothers me the most

There are these little things that bother me
I refuse to speak about them
They depress me yes they do
But I shall tell no one.

My closest friends and family
Shall not know about
What bothers me the most.
No one but God and I.
I hide my face just thinking about it
Just thinking about it I cry.

You don’t know how much I want to tell you
How much I want to write it down
But you’re just a piece of paper
That can be read by many.
And that’s too great of a risk that I’m not willing to take.

I’m hurt
Because I can’t tell you
I’ll be hurt even more if I tell you
So I’m sorry my love
But you cannot know about
What bothers me the most