(8)I will survive. I'm so bored. I'm so bored. I'm so bored. I'm so bored yeai(8)
I like this video a lot. Sometime soon I goin learn this dance and show you how talented I am. LOL
If only you knew what I went through today, a certain friend would kill me.
On the other hand at least I won't have anymore stress. Here's another video that I like.
Bye bye folks :)
*Fayt*
Thursday, October 30, 2008
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Ahhhhhh boi!!
I'm at home right now. I can't even remember where I left off on my last post buh whatever.
Firstly, I'd like to wish all Vincentians a happy belated Independence, yes I was too busy stressing out myself to post anything. (Not like I had a computer for the entire weekend anyway!)
Ahhhhh boi!!!
I have a problem. I have a serious problem. You see I have a little bit of feelings for this guy right and there is nothing wrong with feeling this way. The problem is that I want to act on it soooooo badly but I can't because of the type of person he is and because of the possible consequences. So what do I do? He even asked me for my number and I told him maybe....
A certain friend would KILL me if I ever gave in. My other friends say that I shouldn't as well buh I dor think that they would actually kill me. He is cute you know. Nehuz enough about that because I am not going to give in (I HOPE!). Sometimes the person you think you are and others think you are is just the foundation to your daily make-up.
Wow! It has been that long since I made a post? Mudda wuk. Times ruffff these days. I only getting poorer and I don't even know what I want to do when I grow up. That can be a bit frustrating as well. It's either I go to UWI and get a double major in Bio and Chem and come back and find something to do, or I sing my ass off and make some money, or I bake and give people diabetes (make the doctors and pharmacists rich), oooooor something. Those are my primary interests, but hey you never know I just might become a writer, write my own books for a living.
I bored and for the first time in a very long while I really don't have anything else to say (that's awkward) the only thing is on my mind right now is......
Bye everybody....this is so wrong it's not funny buh he so cute....sorry:( and don't worry bout me. Experiences is life's greatest teacher (for the ones that don't hear i.e lol)
Ciao
*~*Fayt*~*
Firstly, I'd like to wish all Vincentians a happy belated Independence, yes I was too busy stressing out myself to post anything. (Not like I had a computer for the entire weekend anyway!)
Ahhhhh boi!!!
I have a problem. I have a serious problem. You see I have a little bit of feelings for this guy right and there is nothing wrong with feeling this way. The problem is that I want to act on it soooooo badly but I can't because of the type of person he is and because of the possible consequences. So what do I do? He even asked me for my number and I told him maybe....
A certain friend would KILL me if I ever gave in. My other friends say that I shouldn't as well buh I dor think that they would actually kill me. He is cute you know. Nehuz enough about that because I am not going to give in (I HOPE!). Sometimes the person you think you are and others think you are is just the foundation to your daily make-up.
Wow! It has been that long since I made a post? Mudda wuk. Times ruffff these days. I only getting poorer and I don't even know what I want to do when I grow up. That can be a bit frustrating as well. It's either I go to UWI and get a double major in Bio and Chem and come back and find something to do, or I sing my ass off and make some money, or I bake and give people diabetes (make the doctors and pharmacists rich), oooooor something. Those are my primary interests, but hey you never know I just might become a writer, write my own books for a living.
I bored and for the first time in a very long while I really don't have anything else to say (that's awkward) the only thing is on my mind right now is......
Bye everybody....this is so wrong it's not funny buh he so cute....sorry:( and don't worry bout me. Experiences is life's greatest teacher (for the ones that don't hear i.e lol)
Ciao
*~*Fayt*~*
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
I'm having a wonderful day so far...................*smiles*
At this moment I'm freaking out about a possible Math ex that I'm, once again not ready for. Don't blame me ok? I have issues.....I'm in the MMC (Multimedia Centre) and as soon as I'm done letting out what's on the top of my head I'd go and study. Only because you love me :)
Yesterday was a very interesting day. You would not believe what I did. As soon as I got to school I headed back home because I forgot some things that were important. In addition to that I needed to iron something that was very important, I had a rough morning don't ask. When I got home, as I was about to go downstairs to iron, the electricity went. Poor me right? Wrong! A word of advice to you all; when electricity goes and you just have to iron your clothes get the frying pan and use the stove. (LOL! it rhymed..) I had to think like my granny eh. Now what would my granny do?.....LOL.....I have to admit, my final solution did not come without a series of trial and errors. (From 'let's heat the iron with the kettle', to 'let's use two kettles instead' to 'how about a frying pan?')
Nehuz.............Before returning to school, from home, I met a relatively aged man who spoke to me about the "Education revolution" and National scholarships. He maade very valuable points one of which was that we need to start at the base of anything to get proper results. "A ladder cannot stand or you can't go up a ladder without the foot of the ladder sturdy." Another good point he made was that at this time the Education Revolution does not make much sense and it doesn't help us right about now in any way. He also made mention of Jason, Top scholar, and said that it shouldn't be. Sciences are the more difficult subjects of all and it takes a real brain to excel in the Sciences and "look at how many people getting scholarships to go away and study science." Although it sounds a bit biased, to even things out he suggested that there be a criteria for Science students to receive scholarships and not just the top 30 or so because the country is in need of science related persons especially teachers, I mean look at us @ College. The Ministry of education struggled so hard to get us a Chemistry lecturer. Look at how much time they wasted! I agree with him 100%. I think there should be a criteria, for every faculty and once you have met or exceeded that criteria you would receive a scholarship......buh is how they smart. When pickney neighga dor geh scholarship yuh really think they goin cum back ah SVG?? Wonder if they ever heard of the term 'Brain Drain'. He said before I caught a van: "Well I hope you get a scholarship, and all the best."
I hope so too.....*sigh*
After that encounter I continued my journey back to school only to head to town just 5 minutes later.A certain someone was flirting with me since early up in the morning eh. He's a bit good looking but his occupation and age.....NO WAY!! If only they had him in my age. I know where I can get one of those in my age.....*giggles*
**my hair in one. It has been such a long time. Not a proper one tho'.**
I think the afternoon was the most interesting part of that day, but it wasn't the best, oh I'll get to that in a sec. While standing in front of that place where they keep the blind, right before L. A Lewis building, opposite Frost Bite, in town (enuff explanation), with my friends one of us was confronted. It ended in a slap. That's all I'm going to say.
Right so later that niiiiiiiiiiight, last night. I made a caa-aaaallll tooo somebooooooooooooooooody.......(la la la la la). It brightened my night, my day, I should do that more often.....*big grin*
Oh would you look at the time. I have to eat. I"d do some maths later. I like to see when people from different countries visit mt blog. It's cool. I've had visitors from SVG (I know right why even say it), Bds, Canada, USA, Japan, Indonesia, T&T, Pakistan, Turkey, the UK, Mexico, The Netherlands, Antigua and Barbuda, Switzerland, Portugal and Virgin Islands, within the last month......*sigh* I'm idle when I ready.
So right school is in..math math math.........BYE!!!
*~Fayt~*
Yesterday was a very interesting day. You would not believe what I did. As soon as I got to school I headed back home because I forgot some things that were important. In addition to that I needed to iron something that was very important, I had a rough morning don't ask. When I got home, as I was about to go downstairs to iron, the electricity went. Poor me right? Wrong! A word of advice to you all; when electricity goes and you just have to iron your clothes get the frying pan and use the stove. (LOL! it rhymed..) I had to think like my granny eh. Now what would my granny do?.....LOL.....I have to admit, my final solution did not come without a series of trial and errors. (From 'let's heat the iron with the kettle', to 'let's use two kettles instead' to 'how about a frying pan?')
Nehuz.............Before returning to school, from home, I met a relatively aged man who spoke to me about the "Education revolution" and National scholarships. He maade very valuable points one of which was that we need to start at the base of anything to get proper results. "A ladder cannot stand or you can't go up a ladder without the foot of the ladder sturdy." Another good point he made was that at this time the Education Revolution does not make much sense and it doesn't help us right about now in any way. He also made mention of Jason, Top scholar, and said that it shouldn't be. Sciences are the more difficult subjects of all and it takes a real brain to excel in the Sciences and "look at how many people getting scholarships to go away and study science." Although it sounds a bit biased, to even things out he suggested that there be a criteria for Science students to receive scholarships and not just the top 30 or so because the country is in need of science related persons especially teachers, I mean look at us @ College. The Ministry of education struggled so hard to get us a Chemistry lecturer. Look at how much time they wasted! I agree with him 100%. I think there should be a criteria, for every faculty and once you have met or exceeded that criteria you would receive a scholarship......buh is how they smart. When pickney neighga dor geh scholarship yuh really think they goin cum back ah SVG?? Wonder if they ever heard of the term 'Brain Drain'. He said before I caught a van: "Well I hope you get a scholarship, and all the best."
I hope so too.....*sigh*
After that encounter I continued my journey back to school only to head to town just 5 minutes later.A certain someone was flirting with me since early up in the morning eh. He's a bit good looking but his occupation and age.....NO WAY!! If only they had him in my age. I know where I can get one of those in my age.....*giggles*
**my hair in one. It has been such a long time. Not a proper one tho'.**
I think the afternoon was the most interesting part of that day, but it wasn't the best, oh I'll get to that in a sec. While standing in front of that place where they keep the blind, right before L. A Lewis building, opposite Frost Bite, in town (enuff explanation), with my friends one of us was confronted. It ended in a slap. That's all I'm going to say.
Right so later that niiiiiiiiiiight, last night. I made a caa-aaaallll tooo somebooooooooooooooooody.......(la la la la la). It brightened my night, my day, I should do that more often.....*big grin*
Oh would you look at the time. I have to eat. I"d do some maths later. I like to see when people from different countries visit mt blog. It's cool. I've had visitors from SVG (I know right why even say it), Bds, Canada, USA, Japan, Indonesia, T&T, Pakistan, Turkey, the UK, Mexico, The Netherlands, Antigua and Barbuda, Switzerland, Portugal and Virgin Islands, within the last month......*sigh* I'm idle when I ready.
So right school is in..math math math.........BYE!!!
*~Fayt~*
Saturday, October 18, 2008
Look a cock-ah-Roach!!!!!!!
Hello my dear readers. I'd be back in 60 seconds.
(60 seconds later)
Right. So....great now I forgot what I was about to say.....
Welcome to the BDA, Best Day Awards.
(after much blah blah and a stunning performance by Chris Brown)
...and the award for the Best Day of the Week goes to.........(drum roll) Friday!!!!!!!!!...which was yesterday.........
Poor Fayt fell asleep on her Chemistry text book again only to open her eyes the next morning and see a Periodic Table staring at her, reminding her that she was nowhere near ready for the Chemistry ex that was just around the corner.
I got to school late, although I got a ride from a Minister of the present Government. He has a really good job, living in his constituency. I mean he waves to everyone. Down to a tree he showing a fist to. (not really...LOL). When I say everyone I mean EVERYONE!!! Until he reaches the main road. Me now, no, I wouldn't wave at all. I would put up the words "Hello!" on the front of my vehicle and "Goodbye!" on the back bumper. No no. It didn't stop at the waves honey. Sounded like a wedding recession cuz you kno road busy on a Friday morning eh. Thank you tho', don't mind me it was just a bit unusual and funny. The life of a politian.....LOL........
I forgot I even got the ride.
Although Chris encouraged me and gave me the much needed pep talk before my next class, it wasn't enough. I still didn't do as well as I could have done on that Chem ex. You have to excuse me but I'm going through a really rough patch right now. Luckily I have my baby by my side. LOL!
My plan was to finish watching "Made of Honor" on Leona's Ipod (the sweet, sleek, black, 3rd generation one:D), but a certain someone was too busy limin it the whole afternoon. What was a girl to do?
I could tell you what those boys did with the roach they found in the Bio Lab. LOL....
An almost knocked out but still walking roach was neatly placed in a paper package and left on the teacher's desk in the Chem Lab. At that time the lower 6ers were to have Chemistry. Silly them gone open the paper. Is how they frontin'! Now who tell them do that........she let it go when it jump tho'.
HAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!! *LOL*
Unfortunately no image, nor video, of these scared students was captured, although there was a photographer on site.
I'm sorry ok? It was too funny to keep still.......
Ten minutes later and just about ten feet away from the labs, was another interesting scene. I'd let you think about what is happening in this photo for yourself......LOL
I think there's still a need for an explanation for why this random guy in on the roof of a catwalk at school.....LOL.....a phone found itself over there for some odd reason and someone needed to go for it like duh!
LOL!! Luckily no one knows who this brave fella is. Everyone was screaming because with every step he took the roof dented in more........he was safe man.......
Happy Belated Bday Kimmy!!! and Happy Birthday in advance to Shernz.....the BIG 18........welcome to the young adult club.....it's not that fun tho'......meanwhile all my friends (well most of them) are at Golf!!! Having fun doing God knows what and I'm at home eating ice-cream and wondering whether my dogs will live to see tmr...........Hope they're having fun...
Gone make money..
*waves good-bye @ apparently no one cuz EVERYBODY GONE GOLF!!!!*
(Hope you had fun because I want all the details on Monday morning God spare our lives......)
*~*Fayt*~*
(60 seconds later)
Right. So....great now I forgot what I was about to say.....
Welcome to the BDA, Best Day Awards.
(after much blah blah and a stunning performance by Chris Brown)
...and the award for the Best Day of the Week goes to.........(drum roll) Friday!!!!!!!!!...which was yesterday.........
Poor Fayt fell asleep on her Chemistry text book again only to open her eyes the next morning and see a Periodic Table staring at her, reminding her that she was nowhere near ready for the Chemistry ex that was just around the corner.
I got to school late, although I got a ride from a Minister of the present Government. He has a really good job, living in his constituency. I mean he waves to everyone. Down to a tree he showing a fist to. (not really...LOL). When I say everyone I mean EVERYONE!!! Until he reaches the main road. Me now, no, I wouldn't wave at all. I would put up the words "Hello!" on the front of my vehicle and "Goodbye!" on the back bumper. No no. It didn't stop at the waves honey. Sounded like a wedding recession cuz you kno road busy on a Friday morning eh. Thank you tho', don't mind me it was just a bit unusual and funny. The life of a politian.....LOL........
I forgot I even got the ride.
Although Chris encouraged me and gave me the much needed pep talk before my next class, it wasn't enough. I still didn't do as well as I could have done on that Chem ex. You have to excuse me but I'm going through a really rough patch right now. Luckily I have my baby by my side. LOL!
My plan was to finish watching "Made of Honor" on Leona's Ipod (the sweet, sleek, black, 3rd generation one:D), but a certain someone was too busy limin it the whole afternoon. What was a girl to do?
I could tell you what those boys did with the roach they found in the Bio Lab. LOL....
An almost knocked out but still walking roach was neatly placed in a paper package and left on the teacher's desk in the Chem Lab. At that time the lower 6ers were to have Chemistry. Silly them gone open the paper. Is how they frontin'! Now who tell them do that........she let it go when it jump tho'.
HAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!! *LOL*
Unfortunately no image, nor video, of these scared students was captured, although there was a photographer on site.
I'm sorry ok? It was too funny to keep still.......
Ten minutes later and just about ten feet away from the labs, was another interesting scene. I'd let you think about what is happening in this photo for yourself......LOL
I think there's still a need for an explanation for why this random guy in on the roof of a catwalk at school.....LOL.....a phone found itself over there for some odd reason and someone needed to go for it like duh!LOL!! Luckily no one knows who this brave fella is. Everyone was screaming because with every step he took the roof dented in more........he was safe man.......
Happy Belated Bday Kimmy!!! and Happy Birthday in advance to Shernz.....the BIG 18........welcome to the young adult club.....it's not that fun tho'......meanwhile all my friends (well most of them) are at Golf!!! Having fun doing God knows what and I'm at home eating ice-cream and wondering whether my dogs will live to see tmr...........Hope they're having fun...
Gone make money..
*waves good-bye @ apparently no one cuz EVERYBODY GONE GOLF!!!!*
(Hope you had fun because I want all the details on Monday morning God spare our lives......)
*~*Fayt*~*
A Dream
When we fall asleep at night do you know that we are learning? Everything that happened through out the day is being replayed and stored in a certain part of our brains, that's why it's so important to sleep. Not only do we re fuel our bodies by getting some well needed rest (apart from eating) but we dream. Nothing you didn't know right?
What are dreams?
I have asked myself that question and as usual I have given it much thought, and I have come up with the following:
"A dream is something that gives you a hint of what is to come in the immediate future, most likely the following day. Like a puzzle that is only solved after the event has taken place. I also believe that some dreams are merely your worst fears, or something that's bothering you a lot, that you were unaware before then of how much it bothered you, until you dream it. If that dream is related to something that has happened to you in the past or something that you want to happen then you have something on your mind a lot lately..."
But that's just my opinion and of course I have stories to back up my theory.
Just last week I had a dream that involved one my friends. This is going to sound really weird but she got raped in the dream. I was running from this random guy and I told her to do something to distract him while I tried to call for help. Apparently I thought that she was able to do something of that nature. After I told her of the very odd dream I had with her something strange happened. I don't know if this is just a weird coincidence or what, and NO, no one was raped in real life. We were in the MMC (Multimedia......) at school when I was checking my e-mail. As she sat next to me, we read a couple funny ones until we stumbled upon one that was about rape. The email relayed a very sad rape story and she cried. Do you see the link? If not then press F5.
Yea so that's it. Have fun dreaming your sleep away. This reminds me of the time I died in two of my friends' dreams. That was a killer. Was I scared after they told me that? Of course I was! If you would like to read that post then here's the link. Just click the link......lol.....
I gone to my bead..sorry, I meant bed.. I gone to my bed....would you look at the time...
Laters
*~*Fayt*~*
What are dreams?
I have asked myself that question and as usual I have given it much thought, and I have come up with the following:
"A dream is something that gives you a hint of what is to come in the immediate future, most likely the following day. Like a puzzle that is only solved after the event has taken place. I also believe that some dreams are merely your worst fears, or something that's bothering you a lot, that you were unaware before then of how much it bothered you, until you dream it. If that dream is related to something that has happened to you in the past or something that you want to happen then you have something on your mind a lot lately..."
But that's just my opinion and of course I have stories to back up my theory.
Just last week I had a dream that involved one my friends. This is going to sound really weird but she got raped in the dream. I was running from this random guy and I told her to do something to distract him while I tried to call for help. Apparently I thought that she was able to do something of that nature. After I told her of the very odd dream I had with her something strange happened. I don't know if this is just a weird coincidence or what, and NO, no one was raped in real life. We were in the MMC (Multimedia......) at school when I was checking my e-mail. As she sat next to me, we read a couple funny ones until we stumbled upon one that was about rape. The email relayed a very sad rape story and she cried. Do you see the link? If not then press F5.
Yea so that's it. Have fun dreaming your sleep away. This reminds me of the time I died in two of my friends' dreams. That was a killer. Was I scared after they told me that? Of course I was! If you would like to read that post then here's the link. Just click the link......lol.....
I gone to my bead..sorry, I meant bed.. I gone to my bed....would you look at the time...
Laters
*~*Fayt*~*
Friday, October 17, 2008
Barbados has another star!!!!
Did you miss me folks?
(no response)
Did you even notice that I was missing since the day after my birthday?? *cries*
Ok. Serious talk now.
Barbados, yes that little island to our (*saying to self*:north, south, east, west), our east, has produced yet another star. *Good for them* Her name is Shontelle and below are a few photos of her. I found out about her while I was listening to a milli-yon and one songs on my friend's Ipod (The newest one!!!! And it's hot pink!!! Would go great with my camera!). I was playing around with the shuffle feature, shaking the stupid thing like crazy and this random chic started to sing about a t-shirt. Honestly, she has a nice voice but the song sounds a lot like "With you" by my darling, Chris Brown. Look she dung dey! *points finger downwards*
Is it me or is there some sort of resemblance between her and Rihanna. They ha d same forehead tho'. Let's all hope she dor teef we man, that this 23 year old woman wears clothes, and dor bleach her beautiful black skin.
About that. Her first picture look white bai, well compared to her second. The third is just wikid! You see those shoes?!!!!
On a more serious note. I need to start working on my career.
*clears throat and prepares to sing "I believe I can fly"*
*singing*
OMG...my ears....what on earth was that??? For some strange reason, I have a headache.
Don't worry I have a remedy for that. I have a remedy for everything. Here's her music Video. Look out Rihanna cuz Shontelle Layne (yes as in Layne's store in town), is in house, and she wears more clothes than you......
Here's "T-shirt" by Shontelle.....very pretty song. Yes I think I forgot to say that......lol
Gotta love any Caribbean beauty.....this is just me being bored and disappointed with the new Rihanna........tho' she's more popular now.....Nehuz.....Rock on!!
Ciao
*~*Fayt*~* (eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee)
(no response)
Did you even notice that I was missing since the day after my birthday?? *cries*
Ok. Serious talk now.
Barbados, yes that little island to our (*saying to self*:north, south, east, west), our east, has produced yet another star. *Good for them* Her name is Shontelle and below are a few photos of her. I found out about her while I was listening to a milli-yon and one songs on my friend's Ipod (The newest one!!!! And it's hot pink!!! Would go great with my camera!). I was playing around with the shuffle feature, shaking the stupid thing like crazy and this random chic started to sing about a t-shirt. Honestly, she has a nice voice but the song sounds a lot like "With you" by my darling, Chris Brown. Look she dung dey! *points finger downwards*
Is it me or is there some sort of resemblance between her and Rihanna. They ha d same forehead tho'. Let's all hope she dor teef we man, that this 23 year old woman wears clothes, and dor bleach her beautiful black skin.About that. Her first picture look white bai, well compared to her second. The third is just wikid! You see those shoes?!!!!
On a more serious note. I need to start working on my career.
*clears throat and prepares to sing "I believe I can fly"*
*singing*
OMG...my ears....what on earth was that??? For some strange reason, I have a headache.
Don't worry I have a remedy for that. I have a remedy for everything. Here's her music Video. Look out Rihanna cuz Shontelle Layne (yes as in Layne's store in town), is in house, and she wears more clothes than you......
Here's "T-shirt" by Shontelle.....very pretty song. Yes I think I forgot to say that......lol
Gotta love any Caribbean beauty.....this is just me being bored and disappointed with the new Rihanna........tho' she's more popular now.....Nehuz.....Rock on!!
Ciao
*~*Fayt*~* (eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee)
Thursday, October 9, 2008
How I spent my birthday....
24hrs of having the world of slaves.
24hrs of getting away with anything.
24hrs of endless possiblities....here's how I spent my first 24hrs of being legal.
I came off the internet the minute the clock struck 12. It was only three minutes earlier that I had received my closest bday wish to midnight. Thanks again. I was awake and bored and I got tired of wondering what the rest of the day would be like, so I decided to take pictures of myself and no, I'm NOT a vain person. After clearing my mind of all the things that were bothering me, I feel asleep with a smile on my face, an image of a rainbow in my mind and a mission.
Six hours later I was awaken, wished happy birthday, hugged and given the bday speech. Leuresa was happier than I was. My poor stomach hurt with the pain from her hug/squeeze. My present was a phone with a radio. I iced my triple layer chocolate cake (dark and white, with white chocolate butter frosting)...I apologize to those of you who didn't get a taste. After that, I began to dissect it and I got a little disappointed at the fact that it didn't turn out the way I had planned...like anything ever does....Ok so shoot me for being a perfectionist sometimes.....I didn't care tho'. Cake taste gooooooodddd!!!
Unfortunately I had to hurry this morning so I didn't even get to comb my hair! The punk hairstyle didn't even last a wind. So much for Jam.
As I was walking in from 'the gap' I realized that I forgot my new phone at home. Oops. Nehuz.............Throughout the day I received the following:
All I wanted for my bday was chicken and chips. You know those commercial seasoned fries (the orange ones)? I love those. And I could not find them anywhere!!!!
Later on that night I went out to dinner...no nah with no dude....tho that would've been nice (but then I would've had to stop walking on Vincy soil)...with Aunty and Leuresa. The meal @ Xcape was good. (singing: "yummy yummy yummy up in my tummy")
By the time I got home, who had time for homework?? Straight to my bed. I was so tired from all that partying (not really) that I fell asleep before getting dressed.....LOL.....(the mosquitoes had an excellent dinner)
Some of you have asked me about my bday, and how it went. My answer to that: "It was good".
Thanks a lot everybody. *hugs n kishes*
Nice to know that you guys care......
I'm off to do some work and paint my nails....so watch out tmr for those.
Can you imagine this dude told me that I was boring, because I said that I wasn't doing anything special for my big day?....I'm not boring!! I'm just not up for it right about now...Little does he know about me.
I have stalkers....LOL.....feels weird being watched and listened to constantly.
That's all for tonight...Ciao....
Oh and Happy Birthday Jannick!!!!!!!!!! (Yea he's a day younger than I am)
Mission completed...
*~*Fayt*~*
24hrs of getting away with anything.
24hrs of endless possiblities....here's how I spent my first 24hrs of being legal.
I came off the internet the minute the clock struck 12. It was only three minutes earlier that I had received my closest bday wish to midnight. Thanks again. I was awake and bored and I got tired of wondering what the rest of the day would be like, so I decided to take pictures of myself and no, I'm NOT a vain person. After clearing my mind of all the things that were bothering me, I feel asleep with a smile on my face, an image of a rainbow in my mind and a mission.
Six hours later I was awaken, wished happy birthday, hugged and given the bday speech. Leuresa was happier than I was. My poor stomach hurt with the pain from her hug/squeeze. My present was a phone with a radio. I iced my triple layer chocolate cake (dark and white, with white chocolate butter frosting)...I apologize to those of you who didn't get a taste. After that, I began to dissect it and I got a little disappointed at the fact that it didn't turn out the way I had planned...like anything ever does....Ok so shoot me for being a perfectionist sometimes.....I didn't care tho'. Cake taste gooooooodddd!!!
Unfortunately I had to hurry this morning so I didn't even get to comb my hair! The punk hairstyle didn't even last a wind. So much for Jam.
As I was walking in from 'the gap' I realized that I forgot my new phone at home. Oops. Nehuz.............Throughout the day I received the following:
- a million bday wishes
- just as many hugs
- a few stares (those not unusual)
- three kisses on the cheek
- an icing insult (somebody say they dor like the the icing on my cake. The cake that I baked....for my birthday! you could've at least lied. I wouldn't care if you lied. I would understand.....
- I was called an 'ole' ass' three times...(LOL)
- A good bit of Facebook bday wishes.....that's how I found out that certain people still alive...I felt so special......I miss them BAD ana!!!!!! *tears*
- a delicious desert, although a certain someone ate the last bit of it, after I took my merry sweet time to walk all the way over to the tuck shop to ask the lady kindly to put it in the refrigerator for me.
- money *rubs hands*
- my eyes done by Leona :D
All I wanted for my bday was chicken and chips. You know those commercial seasoned fries (the orange ones)? I love those. And I could not find them anywhere!!!!
Later on that night I went out to dinner...no nah with no dude....tho that would've been nice (but then I would've had to stop walking on Vincy soil)...with Aunty and Leuresa. The meal @ Xcape was good. (singing: "yummy yummy yummy up in my tummy")
By the time I got home, who had time for homework?? Straight to my bed. I was so tired from all that partying (not really) that I fell asleep before getting dressed.....LOL.....(the mosquitoes had an excellent dinner)
Some of you have asked me about my bday, and how it went. My answer to that: "It was good".
Thanks a lot everybody. *hugs n kishes*
Nice to know that you guys care......
I'm off to do some work and paint my nails....so watch out tmr for those.
Can you imagine this dude told me that I was boring, because I said that I wasn't doing anything special for my big day?....I'm not boring!! I'm just not up for it right about now...Little does he know about me.
I have stalkers....LOL.....feels weird being watched and listened to constantly.
That's all for tonight...Ciao....
Oh and Happy Birthday Jannick!!!!!!!!!! (Yea he's a day younger than I am)
Mission completed...
*~*Fayt*~*
Monday, October 6, 2008
Not in a very good mood
Hmmm....Social networks don't we all love them....
You know what I realize.............nvm......you know what my problem is, now you come to think of it....I care too much about how other people feel to confront them about things that I don't like......The world is a very sad place indeed.....some friends they are
Laugh.....cuz it's your turn.......
That's my status for this hour.(not in very good mood)
Laters
*~*Fayt*~*
You know what I realize.............nvm......you know what my problem is, now you come to think of it....I care too much about how other people feel to confront them about things that I don't like......The world is a very sad place indeed.....some friends they are
Laugh.....cuz it's your turn.......
That's my status for this hour.(not in very good mood)
Laters
*~*Fayt*~*
Don't quit!
Someone commented om my most recent post. I didn't post the comment because I was asked to "put it up". The funny thing tho' is that no one knows who wrote it originally. Many thanks to those two anonymous individuals.......he/she who wrote it and he/she who decided to let it known to everyone else. *smiles* So here goes...
Don't Quit.
Don't Quit.
When things go wrong, as they sometimes will,
When the road you're trudging seems all uphill,
When the funds are low and the debts are high,
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh,
When care is pressing you down a bit-
Rest if you must, but don't you quit.
Life is queer with its twists and turns,
As every one of us sometimes learns,
And many a fellow turns about
When he might have won had he stuck it out.
Don't give up though the pace seems slow -
You may succeed with another blow.
Often the goal is nearer than
It seems to a faint and faltering man;
Often the struggler has given up
When he might have captured the victor's cup;
And he learned too late when the night came down,
How close he was to the golden crown.
Success is failure turned inside out -
The silver tint in the clouds of doubt,
And you never can tell how close you are,
It might be near when it seems afar;
So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit -
It's when things seem worst that you must not quit.
*sigh* lol......
Nehuz. Sunday was a nice day for me. Knowing that you guys have my back and care means a lot to moi, so thanks again. I sang in church yesterday. *big grin* Ah bin nervous. It went well....this lade even asked me to join the youth Chorale so yay me.....*another big grin*
I have work to do....I know now what I'm going to do for my bday.......bake!!!(and come school) And don't worry you'd get a slice...This month is too busy to do anything. If everyone was to do something for their birthday we would all be going out every Friday and Saturday night and that can't work...so I suggest we plan a big event for Christmas for everybody's birthday......something really huge.....really really huge.....
Eh heh I hear people geh drunk at the party last Saturday night....and other people were busy cleaning the beach on Saturday morning...and where was I? At home baking and sleeping......
I gone do some work.....
Laters (put a smile on)
*~*Fayt*~*
Nehuz. Sunday was a nice day for me. Knowing that you guys have my back and care means a lot to moi, so thanks again. I sang in church yesterday. *big grin* Ah bin nervous. It went well....this lade even asked me to join the youth Chorale so yay me.....*another big grin*
I have work to do....I know now what I'm going to do for my bday.......bake!!!(and come school) And don't worry you'd get a slice...This month is too busy to do anything. If everyone was to do something for their birthday we would all be going out every Friday and Saturday night and that can't work...so I suggest we plan a big event for Christmas for everybody's birthday......something really huge.....really really huge.....
Eh heh I hear people geh drunk at the party last Saturday night....and other people were busy cleaning the beach on Saturday morning...and where was I? At home baking and sleeping......
I gone do some work.....
Laters (put a smile on)
*~*Fayt*~*
Saturday, October 4, 2008
I'm in need of a hug.........
Warning: This post is a rather depressing one, I hate Saturdays....as a matter of fact I hate weekends, so if you like happier things then I am suggesting that you read something else.
It's been about an hour since I last cried. For others it's probably years, months, weeks or a few good days, but not for me. At least not for today. (the scent of this setting lotion is getting to me). Nehuz.....I sat there for about 10 minutes thinking. (Obviously, because I was neither dead nor sleeping.....lol....). I thought about school, the future, respect, my birthday, and so on, as this oh so wonderful cream was applied to my hair.
Within a few minutes the beautiful hair that God has blessed me with was gone thanks to these lethal weapons, and as my hair transformed into something undesirable, it felt as tho' the cream was penetrating my skull. I looked at it in the mirror and I thought "Oh God....this is the last....mark my words...."
Nehuz, life goes on. I baked a cake. Besides the fact that it reminds me of box-cake, it came out pretty good. I don't really like it though, only because it tastes like box-cake. Want a slice? *waits for an answer* Thought so......
The hardest thing in life to search for, in my opinion, is yourself.
I'm looking for me. It would help a great deal if I only knew who 'me' is. 'Me' is a girl who doesn't know what she wants in life. That girl doesn't know what road to chose. That girl has given up on things that once seemed so important to her and at the same time she wants to prove that she is capable of being successful academically. But so many things have gone wrong that at this time she fells differently towards almost everything. That girl is tired of living the life that is being planned out by inhumane beings. That girl wants to walk on her own with motivation, guidance and God by her side, instead of being pushed, shoved, forced towards a dream that isn't her own. She feels like a big doll who is able to walk and talk like humans do, but as we all know dolls have no brains and are so incapable of thinking for themselves.
I think that that's enough for tonight. Tuesdays were once my gloomy days, but the more dominant Saturdays have conquered.
Yes I'm depressed and I'm not ashamed to say that. It happens to us at one point. I'll get over it. Just give me, or it, two more days and I'll be happy again. It takes me four days to get over this phase, strange enough. Good. That means that I'd enjoy that glorious day. I want to and so I shall, even if it means hiding my treasure.
OMG! I'm not even excited. Nothing big. I don't even feel like doing anything at all. Woopey I'm going to be 18. Yay!!!! *shakes head* Nothing significant. Nothing is going to change......let's wait and see............
I shall pray tonight for the well being of myself and others and I encourage you to do the same.
In need of a hug.
Ciao...c ya whenever....
*~*Fayt*~*
It's been about an hour since I last cried. For others it's probably years, months, weeks or a few good days, but not for me. At least not for today. (the scent of this setting lotion is getting to me). Nehuz.....I sat there for about 10 minutes thinking. (Obviously, because I was neither dead nor sleeping.....lol....). I thought about school, the future, respect, my birthday, and so on, as this oh so wonderful cream was applied to my hair.
Within a few minutes the beautiful hair that God has blessed me with was gone thanks to these lethal weapons, and as my hair transformed into something undesirable, it felt as tho' the cream was penetrating my skull. I looked at it in the mirror and I thought "Oh God....this is the last....mark my words...."
Nehuz, life goes on. I baked a cake. Besides the fact that it reminds me of box-cake, it came out pretty good. I don't really like it though, only because it tastes like box-cake. Want a slice? *waits for an answer* Thought so......
The hardest thing in life to search for, in my opinion, is yourself.
I'm looking for me. It would help a great deal if I only knew who 'me' is. 'Me' is a girl who doesn't know what she wants in life. That girl doesn't know what road to chose. That girl has given up on things that once seemed so important to her and at the same time she wants to prove that she is capable of being successful academically. But so many things have gone wrong that at this time she fells differently towards almost everything. That girl is tired of living the life that is being planned out by inhumane beings. That girl wants to walk on her own with motivation, guidance and God by her side, instead of being pushed, shoved, forced towards a dream that isn't her own. She feels like a big doll who is able to walk and talk like humans do, but as we all know dolls have no brains and are so incapable of thinking for themselves.
I think that that's enough for tonight. Tuesdays were once my gloomy days, but the more dominant Saturdays have conquered.
Yes I'm depressed and I'm not ashamed to say that. It happens to us at one point. I'll get over it. Just give me, or it, two more days and I'll be happy again. It takes me four days to get over this phase, strange enough. Good. That means that I'd enjoy that glorious day. I want to and so I shall, even if it means hiding my treasure.
OMG! I'm not even excited. Nothing big. I don't even feel like doing anything at all. Woopey I'm going to be 18. Yay!!!! *shakes head* Nothing significant. Nothing is going to change......let's wait and see............
I shall pray tonight for the well being of myself and others and I encourage you to do the same.
In need of a hug.
Ciao...c ya whenever....
*~*Fayt*~*
Thursday, October 2, 2008
Happy Birthday Mr. M!!!
On this very day, not sure what time tho, two young men were born(that I know), one of which I don't communicate with often, or at all, the other.....
Today an extra special friend of his *wink wink* successfully pulled off a surprise B-day 'party'. Yes we had KFC for lunch....first time in a veeeeery long time for people like me eh, so that was niceness in my belly!
Nehuz Happy Birthday again Mr. M and I hope you live to see many more. Don't think that just because you're 6 days older than I am, that means I won't still throw a couple words at you ana.....Much love there still *big grin*
Right so more importantly what to do for my birthday? It's just a mere 6 days away and all i have in mind is baking......sad eh?
Yea so shoot your ideas, I'd much appreciate and with ideas comes money so don't forget that too......cuz I poor like that eh.....LOL.......
Ciao my frenzies...I'll see you tmr at school....God's willing
Oh and Miss Maria......I kept my hands to myself....and so did Coco...thank you very much *giggles* Is so we loooooove to make trouble xD (btw if this song is really weird and your saying "WTH?" in your head don't blame me. My PC was once a cave PC....somethings still need improving, like to ability to hear sound so I don't know what you are listening to)
*~*Fayt*~*
Today an extra special friend of his *wink wink* successfully pulled off a surprise B-day 'party'. Yes we had KFC for lunch....first time in a veeeeery long time for people like me eh, so that was niceness in my belly!
Nehuz Happy Birthday again Mr. M and I hope you live to see many more. Don't think that just because you're 6 days older than I am, that means I won't still throw a couple words at you ana.....Much love there still *big grin*
Right so more importantly what to do for my birthday? It's just a mere 6 days away and all i have in mind is baking......sad eh?
Yea so shoot your ideas, I'd much appreciate and with ideas comes money so don't forget that too......cuz I poor like that eh.....LOL.......
Ciao my frenzies...I'll see you tmr at school....God's willing
Oh and Miss Maria......I kept my hands to myself....and so did Coco...thank you very much *giggles* Is so we loooooove to make trouble xD (btw if this song is really weird and your saying "WTH?" in your head don't blame me. My PC was once a cave PC....somethings still need improving, like to ability to hear sound so I don't know what you are listening to)
*~*Fayt*~*
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
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