Dream world....

8:40pm…Dream world

Throughout life, God introduces people to your life. He gave us the gift of choice therefore it is up to us to decide whether we keep these people in our lives or not. Some of us make good choices, others don’t. God has sent me my bff, Leona and xbf, Curtis, and today I realized that these are two people that I should really keep close to my heart.

Leona and I have had our downs, but true friends are those who can overcome that stage, make through the rough times together in one piece. Curtis on the other hand….let’s just say we are better as friends…Today Curtis told me that he dreamed that I had died and that he couldn’t save me because for some unfortunate reason he forgot how to save a life. I had stopped breathing. I was dead. (Let me remind you that I am talking about the dream here).

The strange thing is that less than 17 days ago Leona had a similar dream. She didn’t know how I had died. She didn’t know how and why she was the first in the school to know. She was looking for me at school although she knew that she’d never find me. Both dreams ended in tears (Real life and dream life). What on earth do these dreams mean? I am officially freaked out! It is said that when one dreams about such things something good is about to happen to the ‘dead’ person.

On the afternoon of the day Leona told me of the dream I received my camera (Finally!!!.........It pretty pink!!!). So does this mean that something good is about to happen as well some time soon. (I better play Lotto or 3D from tomorrow). No matter what I am a bit scared. Here’s my link between the two dreams….It appears as tho’ they are moving back in time. Like scenes of a movie from end to beginning. Curtis was at the scene of my death. He didn’t know how I died and exactly what caused me to stop breathing. (No air….love that song) He couldn’t save me. I died. For some strange reason Leona was the first to know of this sad news, but didn’t believe so went looking for me in school, no one could tell her where I was…she never found me.

I know these are just dreams but I’m a bit scared and saddened yet at the same time a little happy. What on earth is going on? The ironic thing about the dreams is that these two dreams appeared at times when I had been feeling great desires to die, don’t get me wrong, not to kill myself, just to die. I never told anyone this because I didn’t want anyone to worry about me. I wondered what the world would be like minus one. My thoughts were rather selfish because I only considered the effects on only one person; me. I hadn’t thought about my friends, and family. It seems as tho’ God is sending me messages (Unless I’m going mad). The people that care about me a lot would really miss me and it would be unfair to them just to even consider me not being here; that’s no the way to go. It is said that you never know what you have or how much something really means to you until it’s gone. Luckily in this case it was only a dream. We should thank God because tons of other people are not this fortunate. *sighs* (BTW I could really tek on a good long bump right about now man)