Boo!!!

What are you doing?: Typing (duh!!!)
Mood: sigh-ish

Good night. Before I start talking about my random insignificant occurrences I'd like to say all the best to Barack Obama, screw the other guy, and I hope he wins the elections on Tuesday. He is already in the lead at this time but it's too early to call it victory. I do believe that he is capable of bringing about change in America and I hope that if he gets a chance to do so that that change would have a domino effect through out the world. Good luck Obama!!! Yes we can!!!

So can I. (:P)

This week has been yet another challenge for me. Everyday is a challenge. You really think it's easy to walk the streets these days especially when perverts on the loose? They not even pretty looking, no offence. Boy life real hard ana! Just two days ago some random guy (he kinda cute tho') with his name tattooed onto his wrist approached me and started talking to me. I told him my name was Kim....if you really know me you'd know that I didn't lie. Those three letters are in my name, just not the most popular one. It's OK for a guy to talk to me but when he, a total stranger, says that the "next time I see you I'd give you a hug and a kiss", it's time to run and hide. I don't think I mentioned the fact that it was the FIRST time that I was talking to this random cute guy. Yea I'm that pretty *winks and flicks back 'hair'*

LOL

On Friday I felt terrible and this mood didn't fade until sometime late this afternoon. I'd tell you why it went away. I felt bad because of my friends' reactions to something that happened. It's not like I did something bad. Not like I'm going to do something outrageous anyways, it's just that I want....something....when I find out I'd tell you.....and another thing that got to me was the fact that some of my friends don't believe or want to believe my reasons for certain choices because "this situation" makes it difficult to convince them of values that existed long before now. It hurts you know. That's why I bottle things up so much I guess; out of fear that other people won't understand or won't believe me. Nothing is going to happen! Just trust me on that one will you?

Nehuz last week Thursday my friends went out to lunch to celebrate a momentous occasion (anniversary...cute eh?) By the time I got to the place I felt uncomfortable in more ways that one. Sorry. I knew that if I stayed that I would be embarrassed. It was one of those moments where you feel like it doesn't really matter whether you're there or not. I felt like shit. Just throw some breeze on that and wash it away. In the end, I left, took my merry-self to Frostbites and ate an ice-cream all by myself. Two scoops of strawberry cheesecake! I was happy, in a state of contemplation and at peace, at least I could afford that. The bank's cook-up spiced up my evening tho'. That was some reeeeeaaaalll good food.

So today was an interesting day indeed. I went to Youth Group and on my way back I decided to stay at Highway Trading to see how the Bbq was going. They played really good music. After that I used my last dollar to get me to a Halloween party. That was really good. I was shaking my "ants batty" a lot. Yes that's what a man told me. He called my................oh no and don't even think of calling me that on Monday! Although it would be funny. Ey! He was tryna say my *** small? How dare him?! I'm so not offended!!!!

I found out today that some people love to play. I've got news for you, you freakish little motivator, I can play tooooooo!!!!!!!!

Last but not least I'd like to say happy birthday to meh big brother. He's......*thinking: 18+9=* 27!!!! Much love bro and large up. Do I still need to learn dialect?

LOL

Kisses for everybody.......except you!

LOL

Night night. Don't forget to live your life and don't forget to add me to your xmas list. Guess who two people are living their last moments at age 17? LOL....I need to stop laughing, seriously...NOT!!!

Ciao

~Fayt~