As I walked home today, I felt like a man walking towards death. An end which remained unknown until this hour.
The walk was slow and contemplative, dressed with a pair of arms crossed at the back. The face was blank, except for a little smile at the thought of change. When that thought disappeared into the past, a frown and biting lips, resumed their rightful positions on that face, quickly replacing that smile.Why should I be scared? After all, it was my choice, to give or not to give..him my digits. I just don't care about anything anymore.
The sound was quiet, for there was no need to talk as I was alone, for a moment.
* * * * *
When spoken, words were sharp, precise, monotonous, and without colour. I spoke only when an answer was really needed.The colour on my nails and eyelid, is exactly who I am now; black. Black, without colour. Dark, without light. A flower without petals.
* * * * *
I stood in the yard, staring out at only God knows what, maybe the horizon. Maybe I was looking at the trees ahead of me. I wasn't sure. It was dark and I cried only from one eye before entering the house. As I entered the house, chores were patiently waiting on me to arrive. I did them slowly. I ate nothing, I drank nothing, because I wasn't hungry, tho my body was.
No one knows exactly what happened today. I don't think I can, or want to tell anyone. The girl I was probably would've talked about it, but like my 18th birthday, she is gone, and she's not coming back.My name is Spirit and I'm black, without colour.
.................(to be continued)........
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Well... if at all,I must say. A very interesting read. Very strong,and very intriguing. From talking to you though, i never would've known. It does explain somethings to me. I really do hope that there are some remnants of her somewhere in there. Only time will tell tho. For now... TC
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