All I want for Christmas is...(continued)

Hello folks....I guess it's time to continue with my list. I have five more items to add to this list but unfortunately I can only reveal two of them. The other three are either too personal or just don't exist.

Now seriously....I am broke like a _______ (You fill in the blank), and I need credit to call certain people tmr. Yea I want to call you and tell you personally, how much I lurve you.......nah! If you send me credit, I'd send your own personalised text message. *wink* LOL!!! Seriously tho', I have money on meh phone ana, it's just that, as the saying goes, the more the merrier for me. xD Now that doesn't mean that you should expect a text message from me tho. Tink yuh spechal?? *giggles*

Here's the last thing on my list that I am willing to reveal.....I want his heart for Christmas. That would be nice.

THE END

I'd like to take this opportunity to wish each and everyone a happy Christmas day, and season. I really hope that you all get what you want and that Santa Claus isn't the bastard I know he is. Santa doesn't ever treat me good. If I ever got what I asked for, I wouldn't have a list!!! All he does is sits on his fat white ___ and eats cookies, and , and , does whatever else Santas do......I probably on his naughty list....I'm an angel....How dare him.

Nehuz, Merry Christmas once again, and if you're going to get intoxicated make sure you're not driving. (A message from a wise blogger:))

I seriously CANNOT believe it's Christmas eve!!!

Good night everyone. Don't wait up looking for Santa to come into your house. Beware, memba nobody kno hu d rapa man be still ana. Could be he!! LOL!! *blowing a milli kisses*

~fayt~

All I want for Christmas is......

T'is the season to be jolly....no? Well it's time to put on my Santa Claus hat thingy and be happy for the sake of Christmas, for it's only fair to.....someone or something.

In the spirit of Christmas I have made a Christmas playlist. I hope you like it. Yea I know. Three days before Christmas and is only now I getting in the mood. Who cares? It's not too late. Took me long enough.

It definitely isn't too late to get me what I really want for Christmas. Here's my list of the 10 things I want for Christmas and why I want them. (And if I don't get it for Christmas, it's ok if you miss this holiday. There's always New Years..)

Soooo Numero Uno on my list is:

<---------Yea that thing right over. I haven't any music source, besides the computer and the radio, at this moment. They went missing. My MP3, my CD player, the antenna for my phone, they all went missing. It's really sad you know, because music means a lot to me and I can't understand why it's so hard for others to understand that I LOVE to listen to a lot of music, whatever mood I'm in. I love to sing as well so there you go....Oh and I'll be saving a great deal to buy it for myself....me nah ask nobody fuh buy um gih me.....

Second on my list is :------------------------>

LOL!! Laugh all you want!!! Least I don't have to worry about gas...I'd laugh when I see everyone lined up for hours waiting on the last draining of gas because it gone scarce again...HA! :( and you'd laugh when it rains.....I don't care. They come in handy and besides I like cruising around feeling the wind between my hair, well....whatever...It's still my hair!!! I bought it!!!.......Riding a bicycle is the closest thing to driving for me, I'm getting fed up of those chickens and video games, and we all know that I won't be learning to drive anytime soon. No worries. I want a bicycle!! But of course it's not going to look like that and omg I just realize that that one there is hideous!!

Isn't it lovely? No no no.....not your reflection in the mirror. The lappy over there on the left.....*giggles* I'm only playing. Almost everyone wants one o those right? With it being portabel boredom would be greatly reduced. Making journal entires would be a whole lot easier. (*whispers* more privacy yea?) I'd be in total control of the kind of programs I put on it as well...like Photoshop, Itunes, and the like...who doesn't want that? Another great thing is that with Mac, no not that MAC, you don't have to worry about viruses, so when I'm downloading my ton load of music I won't have any stress. Am I right? Just checking....It doesn't hurt to dream a little.....LOL!! No matter what, I'm getting one of those babies!!!^^^^^ da one up dey eh...not the one that takes up oxygen.

Number Four on my list is love. Who doesn't want a little bit more love in their lives? If you don't then something muhcy wrong wid you. You could never get too much love. :) I'm not the only one who wants love this year. There are a lot of other people out there who are in need of a little love so I'm encouraging everyone to be a little more loving, and let this feeling last an extended period of time, not just for Christmas.

Forget about Chris Brown, this fella here is mine!!! MINE!!!!! LOL, and he's number 5 on my wish list.....the one and only Aubrey Graham who calls himself Drake....ahhhhhhhhhhhhh...Isn't he smexci??? He sings, raps whatever you want to call it. *daydreaming*

I'd continue with my wish list either later or tomorrow night, whenever I find the time.

Laters everybody :)

~fayt~

Now serving "59"

At my desk is a young man. A good looking young man. A good looking, foine, young man. His name is Number 59. You don't need to know anything else about him.

I don't even know where to start.

Hmmmm*sighs*. I'm not to happy at this point. I mean for crying out loud I'M UNEMPLOYED!!!!!!!!!! It's boring!!! 59 is a complicated little fella and I always have to be in toes with him or else......else wat? I haven't figured that out as yet...lol

Sometimes I wish some boys would stop trying. Honestly. Just tek a tab and get your bun in line and wait your turn!!! It annoys me to think that they actually think that they could have an influence on what is going on between myself and 59. I could laugh all day about this but I don't have enough Village Ram to last me.

My advice to you.....leave me alone.....you're annoying. Point blank period!!!!

I'm just kidding man....I ain't hard to get it's just that some guys just can't get me. Simple. You're under qualified. LOL......It's like trying to get a job as a teacher with bare grade U's for your final exam. What are you going to teach if you don't even understand the work yourself? You could resit and get higher grades but when you apply for that job again, somebody done tek it and gone with dey merry self. TOO BAD!!!! Life is hard and I'm sorry you had to learn it the hard way...or am I?

By now you could tell that I'm bored to my bones, which these days I'm seeing more and more of. It's kinda scaring me a bit.

I'm going to write a song, make a video and put it on this blog self, and on Facebook, because I have nothing better to do.

I hope everyone is enjoying their Christmas vacation. Those of you who are fortunate enough to work, now that you're going to have a ton load of money don't forget I want Nintendo Wii, a bicycle, my own Lap top, an Ipod Nano, and a man....woops did I say that out loud?......LOL

People I'm only kidding about that last part.

*whispering* "Sorta!"

For my next post I'm thinking of talking about what I want for Christmas:)....

Oh and one last thing. I need three cans from three different people so decide among yourselves who's going to provide them. I need them by Friday 12:00pm. Thanks:) *wink*

Well I'm off to............watch tv I guess.

~fayt~

When i grow up I want to be a 40 year old virgin

Erm...HELL NO!!!

No please! I don't intend to get married soooooooo late down.

Today I'd like to talk about girls staying virgins until they get married.

Why do men react the way they do when a 'ONE in a million' girl says that she wants to lose her virginity on her wedding night?

Why is the only response to this statement a laugh from most guys?

What is so wrong with that? I don't see anything so gravely wrong with it. It's the person's choice isn't it? Why should some men doubt that the girl is actually going to follow through with it? Why can't they just respect a girl's choice, call it gravy and just say goodluck with that????

By now you should know where I stand. Yes, I am one in a million. What most people say is very true, we do live in a real world, but does that really mean that we have to "pitch we" moral values aside? Here's an interesting conversation I had with a gentleman......


Guy: "Fayt, are you one of those girls who will not have sex with your boyfriend?"

Me: "Yea. I ain't losin' it till I get married."

Guy: *laughs* "You are not serious. This can't be true what I'm hearing here. I bet you, you goin' lose it before you get married."

Me: "Ok if you say so. But it ain't goin' happen."

Guy: "Question, what would happen if you fall in love with this guy and you guys have to have sex in order to keep the relationship going, you goin' to tell him no, he ha put a ring on your finger first?"

Me: "Erm duh!!!"

Guy: "You know he going leave you right. So you going just leh him go jus fuh that? You fall in love for cryin' out loud!"

Me: "If he's going to leave just because of that then he's not worth my time. We just not meant to be together and then I would know that he doesn't love me for who I am. All he wants is sex and I am NOT going to get tied up in all of that nonsense. If he can't marry me then he had plans to leave me in the first place, he just ain't married man material. He just ain't ready for me. I goin ha ask him if he's a man."

Guy: "I cah believe this at all......you really believe any man going wah....."

Me: "Leh me tell you something. Sex complicates everything and that's my opinion, so I've been told by people who have experienced it. Me ain goin experiment to find out. I do not want to become so emotionally attached to someone who might probably leave me, just because we having sex. Hell no!!! Besides, there's AIDS and all kinda nastyness goin roun', and I could get pregnant if something goes wrong. I am NOT going to risk any of that."

Guy: "Suppose your husband has AIDS?"

Me: "I'd still love him, what's your point?"

Guy: "I give up. You're a hopeless case. I just can't understand how you intend to do that."

Me: " I cannot understand ya'll principles either. Man, go read yuh Bible yuh hear, and leave me alone."



Unbelievable isn't it?

The rest of that conversation is irrelevant to this topic. I'm trying to understand it from some guys' point of view, so comment if you may.

Thanks in advance I'd really like to hear what everyone has to say about this......:)

*out to chores*

~fayt~

My Awesome vacation

I cannot believe that my vacation has ended. It seems like months since I last saw this web page. To the extremely long list of persons who missed hearing from me via this thing here, *kisses for you*, and yes I miss me too..............

So exactly how did my vacation go?

It was terrible!!! The hotel I stayed at was a disaster!! The beds weren't made when I got there. The bathroom had no tissue in it. The TV room had no TV!!! How insane is that? Finally it was too short......

I went on vacation because I needed to focus a little bit more on my school work (Exams) and I knew that I wouldn't have enough time for myself during that time. Something I should have been doing since day one right? Yea w/e. Yea so shoot me for not caring about school anymore (like I ever did). I can make it. Don't worry about me mayne.

I have realized that when you really focus on your school work, well for me that is, and you realize that you can do much better than you're doing right now, it stresses you out. Not only does the fact that I can exceed my potential stress me out, but the amount of work that needs to be done to get to that point.....I like being ignorant when it comes to these things. LOL.......

SCHOOL GIVES ME HEADACHES!!!

I have not been very social for the past few months either...I found my fun at school only......no parties....no pizza outings.....it's really sad......I have been at home doing God knows what while my friends were out having fun....trust me, it can get really depressing if you don't have some Vita Malt, Internet, my chocolate chip cookies and the tele.

A new "love interest" has entered my life. My buzzer finally said "Number 59". Trust me by the end of this year, which isn't far from now, whosoever is next in line would have this prestigious title....LOL..... (dats if I don't fly over some ah dem head). He's not the kind of guy you'd expect me to like....but then life is like that sometimes.....

*scratches head* I have lots of stories to tell.......and as many poems to post as well...but until then I'm off to Google..........wow.....daz d time....it late boy....

*hungry*
Ciao

~fayt~

Notice....

I'm officially on vacation from today.......it's so unfortunate but I won't be blogging for a little while. Don't ask or wonder why just accept...



mmmmmwah......



I have a headache...a real big one......Bye bye folks....See you whenever, maybe in December.....

~fayt~

Stressful days.........wonderful days follow don't they?

*sigh bigger than the world*



I had a horrible day and to think that I could lean on a certain someone....boy was I wrong. I chipped a little in the Biology lab, some of you were witnesses to this.....and no I don't say that very often so I had to be reaaaalllllly mad!!!


Today's Biology ex was nothing sweet. The period before the 'big ex' I, along with other Upper 6 Biology students freaked out. Why? Well......that ex determined whether or not we were going to be signed up to write the BIG exam next year in July.....Now do you see why I freaked out??


I wasn't ready!!!!


I don't know what is going on with me but right about now I feel guilty for something nobody is supposed to know about....nope! I'm still not telling you. Not even if you rub up meh hand and give me an innocent face with some cheap talk....*wink wink*


I feel bad sometimes you know. I hate it when sweet things go sour. Like the lime juice in the fridge. I mix it good good good sometime ago ana and next thing I go to drink some and it spoil.....mek me waste up my WHITE sugar......


I gone on Facebook.....geh some jokes.......

Ciao

~fayt~

Me v.s. the world (part 1).....poem

It's just me against this world.
Can't seem to find a place where I belong.
Right now I feel inferior.
I feel like a black girl two centuries ago
And today it continues
Not a single penny to my opinion.
Someday this would all be over.
I'd find a place where the sun
thaws my ever freezing heart.
Until then, I'd cry everynight,
Dream of better, more fulfilling days.
Pray to the Lord and thank Him for life,
As much as it feels like it's not worth anything now.
Sorry.
Until then, I'd try to keep my cool.
I"d try not to let my friends,
Both present and future, feel the chill of my now.
I doubt even prisoners have as much problemns as I do.
Until then I'd walk this lonely road,
Holding the hands that made you and I.
Until then it's just me against this world.

...to be continued...

~fayt~

The chemistry of love

I heard something today and I just thought that I'd share it with you......it's a quote by someone very close to my heart.

"....Love is a strong word, so handle it with care. Do not use loosely or incorrectly or even in incorrect quantities as it forms the by-product, known as Lies, which has every potential to break the human heart. If not used properly in the beginning of the reaction, it affects the end product. Be very careful as it is more corrosive that HCl...."-Christal Oliver

~fayt~

Poem: Untitled (2)

I dedicate tonight's thoughts to you.

No you're not dead.

It's not your birthday.

No momentous day in our sad history.

Your alive and well

And your heart still beats that sweet song

I just can't hear it.

I just thought I'd think about you tonight

That's all.

How sad is the tale of two people

Who never gave it a chance.

It's funny and I'm tired of regretting.

I wish that never existed.

We just never turned on the light at the same time.

So nothing happened.

You're not exactly what people think

Or expect.

I know that you think that i still like you....

Let's just say that some things have changed...

I'm not saying what they are....

~fayt~

Rough mornings......how do days end when they start like this?

This morning wasn't the best of all mornings at all....I had a little trouble with a cup of tea, the usual...forgive me for losing my appetite every morning and night and wanting to eat by myself.....and I even forgot the piece of bread on the table!!!! And now I hungry I just vex....

Nehuz that wasn't the bad part. While walking down my hill, which was just drying off from a good dose of rainfall, ah buss meh ass.....it happen so fast that the only thing that I could've done was whisper "******" on the slippery road......luckily no one saw me (I think!) My bag and my pants were ditry after that tho'. Wonderful eh?!

I didn't let it bother me. I'm not going to let anything that happens today bother me. I realized at that point that I was not about to have a good day so I'd just let it be because after all, things could be much worse than they are right now....so I shouldn't complain. I'd just let them be and dor watch no face......

Something nice happened tho'. Let's just say that I was right on time! As always.....wonder what it means when someone keeps showing up at the right times....something good or something bad? I wanna know.....

C ya tmr.....

~fayt~

Bday Twins.....

Happy Birthday big head Lizzy and Coco.....

Yea that's all I signed on to say....lol......how they spent their first day as being 18yr-olds hmmmm...the world may never know how most of it went but this afternoon a certain someone brought cheesecake for theeeeemmmmmm!!!!

That was good...and I took pictures annnnnndddd I've got a video (they goin up on Facebook just now dor worry:D)....fun fun fun.....jokes tonight fuh so.....

The only thing is that something gave me a belly ache...won't say what it was but *wink wink* *looks at imaginary cheesecake* LMAO!!!

Enjoy the rest of your day 'twins'.

My cousin can read quite well.....I'm getting scared.....she's over me now reading everything...the only thing is that she's mixing up "Lizzy" for "Lorenzo".....ok well not anymore.......

I gone fast before she reads anything else and goes and talks...

I getting frightn ana

later...it soooo annoying!!!

Poem: Untitled (1)

Hi hi:D......here's a little something I wrote while I was missing a certain someone.....

It has no name tho.....

Lying here all by myself

Thinking about two months ago.

About a flower

Distance didn't let grow.

So many things

Have changed since then.

Friends have become enemies

And lovers become friends.

Unexpected is this

Much like the rain that falls outside.

Things are just at a stand still

I won't say it died.

Because something must have been present

To make me feel this way

Tho' I hide and deny it

To get me through a day.

I miss you.

And I feel useless at times.

Is it worth it or

Am I wasting my time

Again?

Are you thinking about me

As I am of you?

Or am I alone on this one?

I wish I knew for sure.....

~fayt~

Boo!!!

What are you doing?: Typing (duh!!!)
Mood: sigh-ish

Good night. Before I start talking about my random insignificant occurrences I'd like to say all the best to Barack Obama, screw the other guy, and I hope he wins the elections on Tuesday. He is already in the lead at this time but it's too early to call it victory. I do believe that he is capable of bringing about change in America and I hope that if he gets a chance to do so that that change would have a domino effect through out the world. Good luck Obama!!! Yes we can!!!

So can I. (:P)

This week has been yet another challenge for me. Everyday is a challenge. You really think it's easy to walk the streets these days especially when perverts on the loose? They not even pretty looking, no offence. Boy life real hard ana! Just two days ago some random guy (he kinda cute tho') with his name tattooed onto his wrist approached me and started talking to me. I told him my name was Kim....if you really know me you'd know that I didn't lie. Those three letters are in my name, just not the most popular one. It's OK for a guy to talk to me but when he, a total stranger, says that the "next time I see you I'd give you a hug and a kiss", it's time to run and hide. I don't think I mentioned the fact that it was the FIRST time that I was talking to this random cute guy. Yea I'm that pretty *winks and flicks back 'hair'*

LOL

On Friday I felt terrible and this mood didn't fade until sometime late this afternoon. I'd tell you why it went away. I felt bad because of my friends' reactions to something that happened. It's not like I did something bad. Not like I'm going to do something outrageous anyways, it's just that I want....something....when I find out I'd tell you.....and another thing that got to me was the fact that some of my friends don't believe or want to believe my reasons for certain choices because "this situation" makes it difficult to convince them of values that existed long before now. It hurts you know. That's why I bottle things up so much I guess; out of fear that other people won't understand or won't believe me. Nothing is going to happen! Just trust me on that one will you?

Nehuz last week Thursday my friends went out to lunch to celebrate a momentous occasion (anniversary...cute eh?) By the time I got to the place I felt uncomfortable in more ways that one. Sorry. I knew that if I stayed that I would be embarrassed. It was one of those moments where you feel like it doesn't really matter whether you're there or not. I felt like shit. Just throw some breeze on that and wash it away. In the end, I left, took my merry-self to Frostbites and ate an ice-cream all by myself. Two scoops of strawberry cheesecake! I was happy, in a state of contemplation and at peace, at least I could afford that. The bank's cook-up spiced up my evening tho'. That was some reeeeeaaaalll good food.

So today was an interesting day indeed. I went to Youth Group and on my way back I decided to stay at Highway Trading to see how the Bbq was going. They played really good music. After that I used my last dollar to get me to a Halloween party. That was really good. I was shaking my "ants batty" a lot. Yes that's what a man told me. He called my................oh no and don't even think of calling me that on Monday! Although it would be funny. Ey! He was tryna say my *** small? How dare him?! I'm so not offended!!!!

I found out today that some people love to play. I've got news for you, you freakish little motivator, I can play tooooooo!!!!!!!!

Last but not least I'd like to say happy birthday to meh big brother. He's......*thinking: 18+9=* 27!!!! Much love bro and large up. Do I still need to learn dialect?

LOL

Kisses for everybody.......except you!

LOL

Night night. Don't forget to live your life and don't forget to add me to your xmas list. Guess who two people are living their last moments at age 17? LOL....I need to stop laughing, seriously...NOT!!!

Ciao

~Fayt~

*sighs*

(8)I will survive. I'm so bored. I'm so bored. I'm so bored. I'm so bored yeai(8)

I like this video a lot. Sometime soon I goin learn this dance and show you how talented I am. LOL



If only you knew what I went through today, a certain friend would kill me.

On the other hand at least I won't have anymore stress. Here's another video that I like.



Bye bye folks :)

*Fayt*

Ahhhhhh boi!!

I'm at home right now. I can't even remember where I left off on my last post buh whatever.



Firstly, I'd like to wish all Vincentians a happy belated Independence, yes I was too busy stressing out myself to post anything. (Not like I had a computer for the entire weekend anyway!)



Ahhhhh boi!!!



I have a problem. I have a serious problem. You see I have a little bit of feelings for this guy right and there is nothing wrong with feeling this way. The problem is that I want to act on it soooooo badly but I can't because of the type of person he is and because of the possible consequences. So what do I do? He even asked me for my number and I told him maybe....

A certain friend would KILL me if I ever gave in. My other friends say that I shouldn't as well buh I dor think that they would actually kill me. He is cute you know. Nehuz enough about that because I am not going to give in (I HOPE!). Sometimes the person you think you are and others think you are is just the foundation to your daily make-up.

Wow! It has been that long since I made a post? Mudda wuk. Times ruffff these days. I only getting poorer and I don't even know what I want to do when I grow up. That can be a bit frustrating as well. It's either I go to UWI and get a double major in Bio and Chem and come back and find something to do, or I sing my ass off and make some money, or I bake and give people diabetes (make the doctors and pharmacists rich), oooooor something. Those are my primary interests, but hey you never know I just might become a writer, write my own books for a living.

I bored and for the first time in a very long while I really don't have anything else to say (that's awkward) the only thing is on my mind right now is......

Bye everybody....this is so wrong it's not funny buh he so cute....sorry:( and don't worry bout me. Experiences is life's greatest teacher (for the ones that don't hear i.e lol)

Ciao

*~*Fayt*~*

I'm having a wonderful day so far...................*smiles*

At this moment I'm freaking out about a possible Math ex that I'm, once again not ready for. Don't blame me ok? I have issues.....I'm in the MMC (Multimedia Centre) and as soon as I'm done letting out what's on the top of my head I'd go and study. Only because you love me :)

Yesterday was a very interesting day. You would not believe what I did. As soon as I got to school I headed back home because I forgot some things that were important. In addition to that I needed to iron something that was very important, I had a rough morning don't ask. When I got home, as I was about to go downstairs to iron, the electricity went. Poor me right? Wrong! A word of advice to you all; when electricity goes and you just have to iron your clothes get the frying pan and use the stove. (LOL! it rhymed..) I had to think like my granny eh. Now what would my granny do?.....LOL.....I have to admit, my final solution did not come without a series of trial and errors. (From 'let's heat the iron with the kettle', to 'let's use two kettles instead' to 'how about a frying pan?')

Nehuz.............Before returning to school, from home, I met a relatively aged man who spoke to me about the "Education revolution" and National scholarships. He maade very valuable points one of which was that we need to start at the base of anything to get proper results. "A ladder cannot stand or you can't go up a ladder without the foot of the ladder sturdy." Another good point he made was that at this time the Education Revolution does not make much sense and it doesn't help us right about now in any way. He also made mention of Jason, Top scholar, and said that it shouldn't be. Sciences are the more difficult subjects of all and it takes a real brain to excel in the Sciences and "look at how many people getting scholarships to go away and study science." Although it sounds a bit biased, to even things out he suggested that there be a criteria for Science students to receive scholarships and not just the top 30 or so because the country is in need of science related persons especially teachers, I mean look at us @ College. The Ministry of education struggled so hard to get us a Chemistry lecturer. Look at how much time they wasted! I agree with him 100%. I think there should be a criteria, for every faculty and once you have met or exceeded that criteria you would receive a scholarship......buh is how they smart. When pickney neighga dor geh scholarship yuh really think they goin cum back ah SVG?? Wonder if they ever heard of the term 'Brain Drain'. He said before I caught a van: "Well I hope you get a scholarship, and all the best."

I hope so too.....*sigh*

After that encounter I continued my journey back to school only to head to town just 5 minutes later.A certain someone was flirting with me since early up in the morning eh. He's a bit good looking but his occupation and age.....NO WAY!! If only they had him in my age. I know where I can get one of those in my age.....*giggles*

**my hair in one. It has been such a long time. Not a proper one tho'.**

I think the afternoon was the most interesting part of that day, but it wasn't the best, oh I'll get to that in a sec. While standing in front of that place where they keep the blind, right before L. A Lewis building, opposite Frost Bite, in town (enuff explanation), with my friends one of us was confronted. It ended in a slap. That's all I'm going to say.

Right so later that niiiiiiiiiiight, last night. I made a caa-aaaallll tooo somebooooooooooooooooody.......(la la la la la). It brightened my night, my day, I should do that more often.....*big grin*

Oh would you look at the time. I have to eat. I"d do some maths later. I like to see when people from different countries visit mt blog. It's cool. I've had visitors from SVG (I know right why even say it), Bds, Canada, USA, Japan, Indonesia, T&T, Pakistan, Turkey, the UK, Mexico, The Netherlands, Antigua and Barbuda, Switzerland, Portugal and Virgin Islands, within the last month......*sigh* I'm idle when I ready.

So right school is in..math math math.........BYE!!!

*~Fayt~*

Look a cock-ah-Roach!!!!!!!

Hello my dear readers. I'd be back in 60 seconds.

(60 seconds later)

Right. So....great now I forgot what I was about to say.....

Welcome to the BDA, Best Day Awards.

(after much blah blah and a stunning performance by Chris Brown)

...and the award for the Best Day of the Week goes to.........(drum roll) Friday!!!!!!!!!...which was yesterday.........

Poor Fayt fell asleep on her Chemistry text book again only to open her eyes the next morning and see a Periodic Table staring at her, reminding her that she was nowhere near ready for the Chemistry ex that was just around the corner.

I got to school late, although I got a ride from a Minister of the present Government. He has a really good job, living in his constituency. I mean he waves to everyone. Down to a tree he showing a fist to. (not really...LOL). When I say everyone I mean EVERYONE!!! Until he reaches the main road. Me now, no, I wouldn't wave at all. I would put up the words "Hello!" on the front of my vehicle and "Goodbye!" on the back bumper. No no. It didn't stop at the waves honey. Sounded like a wedding recession cuz you kno road busy on a Friday morning eh. Thank you tho', don't mind me it was just a bit unusual and funny. The life of a politian.....LOL........

I forgot I even got the ride.

Although Chris encouraged me and gave me the much needed pep talk before my next class, it wasn't enough. I still didn't do as well as I could have done on that Chem ex. You have to excuse me but I'm going through a really rough patch right now. Luckily I have my baby by my side. LOL!

My plan was to finish watching "Made of Honor" on Leona's Ipod (the sweet, sleek, black, 3rd generation one:D), but a certain someone was too busy limin it the whole afternoon. What was a girl to do?

I could tell you what those boys did with the roach they found in the Bio Lab. LOL....

An almost knocked out but still walking roach was neatly placed in a paper package and left on the teacher's desk in the Chem Lab. At that time the lower 6ers were to have Chemistry. Silly them gone open the paper. Is how they frontin'! Now who tell them do that........she let it go when it jump tho'.

HAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!! *LOL*

Unfortunately no image, nor video, of these scared students was captured, although there was a photographer on site.

I'm sorry ok? It was too funny to keep still.......

Ten minutes later and just about ten feet away from the labs, was another interesting scene. I'd let you think about what is happening in this photo for yourself......LOL


I think there's still a need for an explanation for why this random guy in on the roof of a catwalk at school.....LOL.....a phone found itself over there for some odd reason and someone needed to go for it like duh!

LOL!! Luckily no one knows who this brave fella is. Everyone was screaming because with every step he took the roof dented in more........he was safe man.......

Happy Belated Bday Kimmy!!! and Happy Birthday in advance to Shernz.....the BIG 18........welcome to the young adult club.....it's not that fun tho'......meanwhile all my friends (well most of them) are at Golf!!! Having fun doing God knows what and I'm at home eating ice-cream and wondering whether my dogs will live to see tmr...........Hope they're having fun...

Gone make money..
*waves good-bye @ apparently no one cuz EVERYBODY GONE GOLF!!!!*

(Hope you had fun because I want all the details on Monday morning God spare our lives......)


*~*Fayt*~*

A Dream

When we fall asleep at night do you know that we are learning? Everything that happened through out the day is being replayed and stored in a certain part of our brains, that's why it's so important to sleep. Not only do we re fuel our bodies by getting some well needed rest (apart from eating) but we dream. Nothing you didn't know right?

What are dreams?

I have asked myself that question and as usual I have given it much thought, and I have come up with the following:

"A dream is something that gives you a hint of what is to come in the immediate future, most likely the following day. Like a puzzle that is only solved after the event has taken place. I also believe that some dreams are merely your worst fears, or something that's bothering you a lot, that you were unaware before then of how much it bothered you, until you dream it. If that dream is related to something that has happened to you in the past or something that you want to happen then you have something on your mind a lot lately..."

But that's just my opinion and of course I have stories to back up my theory.

Just last week I had a dream that involved one my friends. This is going to sound really weird but she got raped in the dream. I was running from this random guy and I told her to do something to distract him while I tried to call for help. Apparently I thought that she was able to do something of that nature. After I told her of the very odd dream I had with her something strange happened. I don't know if this is just a weird coincidence or what, and NO, no one was raped in real life. We were in the MMC (Multimedia......) at school when I was checking my e-mail. As she sat next to me, we read a couple funny ones until we stumbled upon one that was about rape. The email relayed a very sad rape story and she cried. Do you see the link? If not then press F5.

Yea so that's it. Have fun dreaming your sleep away. This reminds me of the time I died in two of my friends' dreams. That was a killer. Was I scared after they told me that? Of course I was! If you would like to read that post then here's the link. Just click the link......lol.....

I gone to my bead..sorry, I meant bed.. I gone to my bed....would you look at the time...

Laters

*~*Fayt*~*

Barbados has another star!!!!

Did you miss me folks?

(no response)

Did you even notice that I was missing since the day after my birthday?? *cries*

Ok. Serious talk now.

Barbados, yes that little island to our (*saying to self*:north, south, east, west), our east, has produced yet another star. *Good for them* Her name is Shontelle and below are a few photos of her. I found out about her while I was listening to a milli-yon and one songs on my friend's Ipod (The newest one!!!! And it's hot pink!!! Would go great with my camera!). I was playing around with the shuffle feature, shaking the stupid thing like crazy and this random chic started to sing about a t-shirt. Honestly, she has a nice voice but the song sounds a lot like "With you" by my darling, Chris Brown. Look she dung dey! *points finger downwards*Is it me or is there some sort of resemblance between her and Rihanna. They ha d same forehead tho'. Let's all hope she dor teef we man, that this 23 year old woman wears clothes, and dor bleach her beautiful black skin.

About that. Her first picture look white bai, well compared to her second. The third is just wikid! You see those shoes?!!!!

On a more serious note. I need to start working on my career.

*clears throat and prepares to sing "I believe I can fly"*

*singing*

OMG...my ears....what on earth was that??? For some strange reason, I have a headache.

Don't worry I have a remedy for that. I have a remedy for everything. Here's her music Video. Look out Rihanna cuz Shontelle Layne (yes as in Layne's store in town), is in house, and she wears more clothes than you......

Here's "T-shirt" by Shontelle.....very pretty song. Yes I think I forgot to say that......lol




Gotta love any Caribbean beauty.....this is just me being bored and disappointed with the new Rihanna........tho' she's more popular now.....Nehuz.....Rock on!!

Ciao

*~*Fayt*~* (eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee)

How I spent my birthday....

24hrs of having the world of slaves.

24hrs of getting away with anything.

24hrs of endless possiblities....here's how I spent my first 24hrs of being legal.


I came off the internet the minute the clock struck 12. It was only three minutes earlier that I had received my closest bday wish to midnight. Thanks again. I was awake and bored and I got tired of wondering what the rest of the day would be like, so I decided to take pictures of myself and no, I'm NOT a vain person. After clearing my mind of all the things that were bothering me, I feel asleep with a smile on my face, an image of a rainbow in my mind and a mission.

Six hours later I was awaken, wished happy birthday, hugged and given the bday speech. Leuresa was happier than I was. My poor stomach hurt with the pain from her hug/squeeze. My present was a phone with a radio. I iced my triple layer chocolate cake (dark and white, with white chocolate butter frosting)...I apologize to those of you who didn't get a taste. After that, I began to dissect it and I got a little disappointed at the fact that it didn't turn out the way I had planned...like anything ever does....Ok so shoot me for being a perfectionist sometimes.....I didn't care tho'. Cake taste gooooooodddd!!!

Unfortunately I had to hurry this morning so I didn't even get to comb my hair! The punk hairstyle didn't even last a wind. So much for Jam.

As I was walking in from 'the gap' I realized that I forgot my new phone at home. Oops. Nehuz.............Throughout the day I received the following:

• a million bday wishes
• just as many hugs
• a few stares (those not unusual)
• three kisses on the cheek
• an icing insult (somebody say they dor like the the icing on my cake. The cake that I baked....for my birthday! you could've at least lied. I wouldn't care if you lied. I would understand.....
• I was called an 'ole' ass' three times...(LOL)
• A good bit of Facebook bday wishes.....that's how I found out that certain people still alive...I felt so special......I miss them BAD ana!!!!!! *tears*
  
• a delicious desert, although a certain someone ate the last bit of it, after I took my merry sweet time to walk all the way over to the tuck shop to ask the lady kindly to put it in the refrigerator for me.
• money *rubs hands*
• my eyes done by Leona :D

Some boys tried to take the opportunity to get all up in my space......I'm too smart for you....ha ha!!!

All I wanted for my bday was chicken and chips. You know those commercial seasoned fries (the orange ones)? I love those. And I could not find them anywhere!!!!

Later on that night I went out to dinner...no nah with no dude....tho that would've been nice (but then I would've had to stop walking on Vincy soil)...with Aunty and Leuresa. The meal @ Xcape was good. (singing: "yummy yummy yummy up in my tummy")

By the time I got home, who had time for homework?? Straight to my bed. I was so tired from all that partying (not really) that I fell asleep before getting dressed.....LOL.....(the mosquitoes had an excellent dinner)

Some of you have asked me about my bday, and how it went. My answer to that: "It was good".

Thanks a lot everybody. *hugs n kishes*

Nice to know that you guys care......

I'm off to do some work and paint my nails....so watch out tmr for those.

Can you imagine this dude told me that I was boring, because I said that I wasn't doing anything special for my big day?....I'm not boring!! I'm just not up for it right about now...Little does he know about me.

I have stalkers....LOL.....feels weird being watched and listened to constantly.

That's all for tonight...Ciao....

Oh and Happy Birthday Jannick!!!!!!!!!! (Yea he's a day younger than I am)

Mission completed...

*~*Fayt*~*

Not in a very good mood

Hmmm....Social networks don't we all love them....

You know what I realize.............nvm......you know what my problem is, now you come to think of it....I care too much about how other people feel to confront them about things that I don't like......The world is a very sad place indeed.....some friends they are

Laugh.....cuz it's your turn.......

That's my status for this hour.(not in very good mood)

Laters

*~*Fayt*~*

Don't quit!

Someone commented om my most recent post. I didn't post the comment because I was asked to "put it up". The funny thing tho' is that no one knows who wrote it originally. Many thanks to those two anonymous individuals.......he/she who wrote it and he/she who decided to let it known to everyone else. *smiles* So here goes...

Don't Quit.

When things go wrong, as they sometimes will,
When the road you're trudging seems all uphill,
When the funds are low and the debts are high,
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh,
When care is pressing you down a bit-
Rest if you must, but don't you quit.

Life is queer with its twists and turns,
As every one of us sometimes learns,
And many a fellow turns about
When he might have won had he stuck it out.
Don't give up though the pace seems slow -
You may succeed with another blow.

Often the goal is nearer than
It seems to a faint and faltering man;
Often the struggler has given up
When he might have captured the victor's cup;
And he learned too late when the night came down,
How close he was to the golden crown.

Success is failure turned inside out -
The silver tint in the clouds of doubt,
And you never can tell how close you are,
It might be near when it seems afar;
So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit -
It's when things seem worst that you must not quit.

Unknown.

*sigh* lol......

Nehuz. Sunday was a nice day for me. Knowing that you guys have my back and care means a lot to moi, so thanks again. I sang in church yesterday. *big grin* Ah bin nervous. It went well....this lade even asked me to join the youth Chorale so yay me.....*another big grin*

I have work to do....I know now what I'm going to do for my bday.......bake!!!(and come school) And don't worry you'd get a slice...This month is too busy to do anything. If everyone was to do something for their birthday we would all be going out every Friday and Saturday night and that can't work...so I suggest we plan a big event for Christmas for everybody's birthday......something really huge.....really really huge.....

Eh heh I hear people geh drunk at the party last Saturday night....and other people were busy cleaning the beach on Saturday morning...and where was I? At home baking and sleeping......

I gone do some work.....

Laters (put a smile on)

*~*Fayt*~*

I'm in need of a hug.........

Warning: This post is a rather depressing one, I hate Saturdays....as a matter of fact I hate weekends, so if you like happier things then I am suggesting that you read something else.

It's been about an hour since I last cried. For others it's probably years, months, weeks or a few good days, but not for me. At least not for today. (the scent of this setting lotion is getting to me). Nehuz.....I sat there for about 10 minutes thinking. (Obviously, because I was neither dead nor sleeping.....lol....). I thought about school, the future, respect, my birthday, and so on, as this oh so wonderful cream was applied to my hair.

Within a few minutes the beautiful hair that God has blessed me with was gone thanks to these lethal weapons, and as my hair transformed into something undesirable, it felt as tho' the cream was penetrating my skull. I looked at it in the mirror and I thought "Oh God....this is the last....mark my words...."

Nehuz, life goes on. I baked a cake. Besides the fact that it reminds me of box-cake, it came out pretty good. I don't really like it though, only because it tastes like box-cake. Want a slice? *waits for an answer* Thought so......

The hardest thing in life to search for, in my opinion, is yourself.

I'm looking for me. It would help a great deal if I only knew who 'me' is. 'Me' is a girl who doesn't know what she wants in life. That girl doesn't know what road to chose. That girl has given up on things that once seemed so important to her and at the same time she wants to prove that she is capable of being successful academically. But so many things have gone wrong that at this time she fells differently towards almost everything. That girl is tired of living the life that is being planned out by inhumane beings. That girl wants to walk on her own with motivation, guidance and God by her side, instead of being pushed, shoved, forced towards a dream that isn't her own. She feels like a big doll who is able to walk and talk like humans do, but as we all know dolls have no brains and are so incapable of thinking for themselves.

I think that that's enough for tonight. Tuesdays were once my gloomy days, but the more dominant Saturdays have conquered.

Yes I'm depressed and I'm not ashamed to say that. It happens to us at one point. I'll get over it. Just give me, or it, two more days and I'll be happy again. It takes me four days to get over this phase, strange enough. Good. That means that I'd enjoy that glorious day. I want to and so I shall, even if it means hiding my treasure.

OMG! I'm not even excited. Nothing big. I don't even feel like doing anything at all. Woopey I'm going to be 18. Yay!!!! *shakes head* Nothing significant. Nothing is going to change......let's wait and see............

I shall pray tonight for the well being of myself and others and I encourage you to do the same.

In need of a hug.

Ciao...c ya whenever....

*~*Fayt*~*

Happy Birthday Mr. M!!!

On this very day, not sure what time tho, two young men were born(that I know), one of which I don't communicate with often, or at all, the other.....

Today an extra special friend of his *wink wink* successfully pulled off a surprise B-day 'party'. Yes we had KFC for lunch....first time in a veeeeery long time for people like me eh, so that was niceness in my belly!

Nehuz Happy Birthday again Mr. M and I hope you live to see many more. Don't think that just because you're 6 days older than I am, that means I won't still throw a couple words at you ana.....Much love there still *big grin*

Right so more importantly what to do for my birthday? It's just a mere 6 days away and all i have in mind is baking......sad eh?

Yea so shoot your ideas, I'd much appreciate and with ideas comes money so don't forget that too......cuz I poor like that eh.....LOL.......

Ciao my frenzies...I'll see you tmr at school....God's willing

Oh and Miss Maria......I kept my hands to myself....and so did Coco...thank you very much *giggles* Is so we loooooove to make trouble xD (btw if this song is really weird and your saying "WTH?" in your head don't blame me. My PC was once a cave PC....somethings still need improving, like to ability to hear sound so I don't know what you are listening to)



*~*Fayt*~*

Video: 'So what'- Pink

Just stand up to cancer!!!

Hello there, the video which you just saw (well at least I hope you looked at it)is my topic for today. Yes very exciting indeed, so get me some snacks and let's watch it together. The song entitled, 'Just Stand up', features fifteen of today's top artists namely Mariah Carey, Beyonce, Leona Lewis, Natasha Bedingfield, Carrie Underwood, Melissa Etheridge, Keyshia Cole, Leann Rimes, *takes a deep breathe in*, Rihanna, Miley Cyrus, Fergie, Sheryl Crow, Mary-J Blige, Ashanti and Ciara.

The song is about cancer, but fortunately anyone can relate to it even if they don't have cancer. The lyrics are as follows:

Just Stand Up Lyrics

The heart is stronger
Than you think
It's like it can go
Through anything
And even when you think
It can't it finds a way
To still push on
Though

Sometimes
You want to run away
Ain't got the patience
For the pain
And if you
Don't believe it
Look into
Your heart
The beat goes on

I'm tellin' you
Things get better
Through whatever
If you fall
Dust it off
Don't let up

Don't you know
You can go
Be your own miracle

You need to know...

Chorus :
If the mind
Keeps thinking
You've had enough
But the heart
Keeps telling you
Don't give up

Who are we to be
Questioning
Wondering what is what
Don't give up
Through it all
Just stand up

It's like
We all have better days
Problems getting all up
In your face

Just because
You go through it

Don't mean it got
To take control, no

You ain't gotta find
No hiding place

Because your heart
Can beat the hate

Don't wanna
Let your mind
Keep playin' you

And sayin' you
Can't move on

I'm tellin' you

Things get better
Through whatever
If you fall
Dust if off
Don't let up
Don't you know you
Can go
Be your own
Miracle
You need to know

Chorus:
If the mind
Keeps thinking
You've had enough
But the heart
Keeps telling you
Don't give up
Who are we to be
Questioning
Wondering what is what
Don't give up
Through it all
Just stand up


You don't gotta be
A prisoner
In your mind
If you fall
Dust it off
You can live your life
Yeah
Let your heart
Be your guide
Yeah, yeah, yeah
And you will know
That you're good
If you trust in the good

Everything
Will be alright, yeah
Light up the dark
If you follow your heart
And it will get better
Through whatever

[Chorus-All]
If the mind
Keeps thinking
You've had enough
But the heart
Keeps telling you
Don't give up
Who are we to be
Questioning
Wondering what is what
Don't give up
Through it all
Just stand up

You got it in you
Find it within
You got in now
Find it within now
You got in you
Find it within
You got in now
Find it within now
You got in you
Ffind it within
Find it within you
Find it within

Through It All, Just Stand up!!

Right so comment time. I've noticed a few things in this video.

1. Beyonce's hair is missing, no wait she chop them off!!!....WHAT THE HELL DID BEYONCE DO TO HER HAIR??????????????????????? *laughs out very loudly* You know come to think of it, I cut off all my hair too so I shouldn't really talk. How about no! My hair is a totally different story and on a totally different level. Her hair.....gosh....c'mon down to Rihanna's hair you hadda copy?? Jay-Z should lef you fuh that....
2. Someone decided to bring their own microphone.......lol.....Mariah Carey mic pretty bai.....
3. Natasha of all the places you decide to dress like that, it hadda be there man? Yuh singing bout cancer ana....
4. Rihanna just can't dress decent, she always ha show too much legs or she belly. It's a known fact......
5. Mariah Carey really can't dance ana.....no offence my dear buh somebody shoulda bring in a pole or put she on the ground, then yuh woulda see she get on.....
6. Fergie sings really low...Never noticed......she's more of a rapper if you ask me....

I love this song...really LOVE this song. I even get goose bumps just listening to it....so good job there....*four thumbs up*

See guys I don't always throw words at you I care about other things....like cancer and all victims of cancer.........:)

Keep doing what you do best ladies........Much luv chicas

*~*Fayt*~*

What a Saturday......

I awoke sometime after 6, and it took me about three seconds to realize that it was not a dream. The anger that followed through out the day only added to the pre-existing anger that I thought would have disappeared in some random dream through out the night. Life ain't so dandy, I've noticed that.

After washing a few pieces of clothing I headed for the kitchen. Cooking lifted my spirits. (That's not weird...ok!).

I headed to Church for a Youth Group executive meeting (Yes I'm the PRO :D). At that point nothing extremely fascinating had occurred. I caught a minivan I didn't like, but that only because I had no choice, it was late and I needed to get to Greaves so I could get home. I would deal with that van another time......lol

Nehuz, as I approached my destination, we became a part of an unusual build up of traffic in Arnos Vale. Wanting to know what was going on, I conveniently hopped out of the van (Not me and that again) and headed to Greaves, which was just a two minutes walk away. On arriving at the scene, I saw a man lying on the ground covered in blood (well his face), with a man and a woman lying beside him and immediately my heart began to race. I regretted for a moment leaving my camera at home. (Some other random guy got pics)

As the crowd of curious onlookers grew, the man regained consciousness and felt about his face only to see blood smeared all over his hand. Boy he musse panic! Eye witnesses were already accounting for what took place less than five minutes ago. According to these eye witnesses, a vehicle stopped to let the man cross the street but for some reason another vehicle overtook (he probably thought he was pulling aside I believe), and BAM! the guy went flying through the air (I added the flying through the air part......all ah kno he land on the ground and he geh a hard enough hit to knock him out)

I just don't understand why it took almost half an hour for the guy to be taken to the hospital. Yep! That's how long it took for an ambulance, from KINGSTOWN, to get to ARNOS VALE.......traffic!!! ( I would like to believe)

Anyways, not too long after there was an accident just a few feet from where the man was hit. Somebody put a hex on Arnos Vale or something? So that was a whole set ah traffic again. By that time it was around 7:00pm.

Now back to me. Poor Fayt was stranded in Calliaqua waiting on her ride home. Phone not working so poor me again had to go scrunt phone call from somebody. Then only to see me ride pass me straight. I was having a ball!!! I would not have minded all that much if I had a seat, a place to rest my bag and one less drunken man to harass me ana.

This boy was a clown. He even told me that he'd always be there for me. Now I don't here that everyday now do I?

Ok so I'm making fun of him and he realizes it for he says that I'm aggressive which he likes. (But lawds). Then he asks me to give him my shoe size (ok!...wat?), my undergrament size.......*screech* (WTH?!?!?!) Right dey I geh vex!

"So yea yuh go gih me yuh shoe size..."

"Fuh wat??"

"...just in case I wah send you a presant....and ah wah yuh panty size...."

"Excuse me?? What you really just ask me...(one bad eye)"

"No ah mek a mistake......."

"You ain't mek no mistake. That just come straight out yuh mouth unless that was the rum talking again."

He laughs...."Mek you so evil?"

"When you get disrespectful I will get evil."

He walks away. And when I think he gone fuh good he come back again asking me shit. Then he began to sing to me. OMG..... Why me?? Not like it wasn't funny....but why me??? I had to go through that torture for about an hour....poor me......

Yep that was how I practically spent an amazing Saturday.....notice I didn't say anything about school work?......LOL! Life sweet......

I want to bake cookies!!!!

*~*Fayt*~*

Mek dem tek so long???

Friday's landslide incident is no doubt, still fresh in our minds. What happened to the late Patricia Bowman was as unexpected as the response the situation received. To this day I don't think anyone has yet realized how serious this is. I have given it much thought since then, trying to figure out exactly what happened through out that day. Many questions and concerns circulate my head and I'm sure many others are wondering the same thing as well: Mek dem tek so long???

If the incident occurred at 11:00am why did it take more than three hours for clean up of the area to begin? This questions highlights how we as a country take things for granted and how quickly NEMO responds to disasters. During a television interview, I watched on as the NEMO

tried their very best to make up silly reasons for their late response to the situation. Articles after articles were bent towards the fact that they took so long to enter the search and rescue mode. Unfortunately Mr. NEMO did not do justice to convince me and many other Vincentians. Mr. NEMO stated that no one told them that there might be a possibility of a car being buried under the debris until sometime after 2:00pm that afternoon.

Hey NEMO Jax wall bruk-way. Yuh kno wey da dey? No it ain't dey on the main road. It bruk-way pon a road da deserted. Not a single soul duz drive past dey to go home, cuz about half the population live on the Windward side and everybody decided to use the cross country road and the helicopter dem. Somebody saw smoke coming from the debris. The van driver who narrowly escaped death said that there was a car in front of him and he wasn't sure if the car escaped, but THAT doesn't mean that someone is trapped under there....

Allow me to take this opportunity to correct an error that was made in a previous post. The incident did not take place in Prospect, it's Ratho Mill.

Right so I have already established the fact that common sense isn't so common as we would like to believe. A post-mortem on Bowman's body revealed that she died of suffocation, which could only mean one thing; she didn't necessarily die on the spot, so there was still a chance, even tho' it may be very small, that they would have found her alive. How long it took for her to see the light no one knows, but the fact remains NEMO tek too damn long man.

Nehuz......tons of information in the Newspaper and on the Internet.

If you haven't received any photos of this incident via email then click HERE (It's just a few tho')

Ciao.....next up (tonight) is something out of the random blue.........


*~*Fayt*~*

"Why are some men So disrespectful?"- Part 2

Two days ago I posted a little something out of mere anger of what a particular young man did to me. Please be aware of the fact that if you were not at the scene of the crime then you will get the wrong idea of what occurred. If you knew what really happened then what I said was an over exaggeration, but that was necessary to maintain a level of privacy.


An anonymous individual commented on my post and I gather that he's not too pleased with what I said. I must say that I am extremely perturbed by this statement. I appreciate the fact that people will have different views, and I will listen to you once you present your opinions in an appropriate manner, very much unlike what took place in the Biology Laboratory last afternoon.

Firstly, I don't hate men. I clearly stated that at the end of my post. Secondly, the article was posted under the heading "Why are some men SO disrespectful?" NOT "Why are men So disrespectful?" It is of my opinion that some readers might have been so annoyed by the topic that some words were skipped out. Maybe a little anger clouded the pathway to clear understanding. Who knows?

The anonymous individual states that "cuz wen it comes down to it yall made us into what we are". This is true to some extent, but don't you think that it works in both ways? So in the end is it right to point fingers and say that men or women is the cause of all this confusion?

I believe that if one has something to say about the topic then they should let their voices be heard by many and not just me. To all boys and girls reading this, please respect the opposite sex for the sake of humanity. You give respect to get respect.

*sigh*

So let's start something new today. How about you respect your friend and in return you should gain respect from that individual. So it starts with you! And don't be afraid to let your voice be heard!(however tiny it may be)

(One more thing, "horny sex puppies"??? *confused look* When I look at a boy I don't see that in him. I see a unique individual who has to potential to be great, not a horny sex puppy. I'm not like that, please. )

Why are some men SO disrespectful???

Today, while standing outside the Chemistry Laboratory with some of my friends, something very disturbing occurred. This incident brought to my attention the fact that some boys have obviously not been keeping track of my blog and more importantly, that some boys have NO respect for us young ladies.

(long pause)

In one of my previous posts (These words are very random), I recall making mention of this topic. Why can't boys keep their hands to themselves? Is 'molesting' young ladies in broad daylight a new trend? Well excuse me for being old-fashioned, but me nah warh no bwoi touch meh!!!! It is my opinion that some boys just see us as objects that they can pick up, use, and throw aside. In their eyes, they see us as also being reusable. Beware young ladies because I don't think they would be good boyfriends for you if they only wanted you for your assets.

Don't take this personal, although I made sure I sent a link to all the boys in my contact list, please don't take this personal. I'm just a girl who doesn't like to be touched in certain ways.

I'm making this my final warning. I know that some girls like what some of you guys do, but I'M NOT ONE OF THEM. I respect myself, I respect you, and I would appreciate it if you showed me some respect as well. I am not afraid to use what God has blessed me with against anyone who attempts to touch me in anyway. Do not whisper in my ear. Don't even try to give me any chats because when I registered to this College, I did not sign up to any dating service. I, like many other girls, are out there to gain an education. Yo ovaz me?

I don't belong to you. Nothing on me is yours. I know us girls are very irresistible, but please don't break yuh back because it only shows how weak you are. All I'm asking for is just a little respect. That's all. RESPECT.......

You probably know this song but just listen to it ok sweety? *wink* Ah luv yuh still ana, but just that.......yea.


mmmwah!


*~*Fayt*~*

Two hearts in the sand....just a picture

Woman found dead....

Yesterday I talked about the incident that took place in Prospect. Well here I am giving you a brief update of that story. Although what I heard did not come from the Radio or Television, these rumors tend to have some truth in them. The car that was buried when that massive wall broke away belonged to a lady who was best known for selling Barbecues on Indian Bay Beach, up until she moved her business to CSY, which is in Prospect. She is known by many as Aunty Pat, and she was found dead underneath all that rubble. From what I have heard she died instantly.

Can you imagine what took place in that split second? I try not to. It's so sad and I feel like crying, not because I know who she is but because it happened.

May her soul rest in peace.


Mood: Really under the weather.

("Somebody needs to pull up SVG's pants....we need to do better than this!"......read more in my next entry...written that is....)


*~*Fayt*~*